Guilt has crept into me. I remain silent. I hate myself because I know I can do nothing so far. I have no abilities to help the one that i wish to. I wish there is no more killing, everyone can live in peace. But my wish seems to far to be achieved in this world. The world that is filled with the materialistic laity has changed the pure world into a cruel world. I can't bear with it anymore.


Human are filled with uncontrollable desires, craving for things that do not give lasting happiness at all. They desperately try to hold on to things such as friends, health, money, material things which do not last and this actually causes sorrow, sadly they never know. I myself never deny that material things do bring joy to us but none of them ever last long and even forever but our attachment to them will only cause more suffering. Why must we give importance to the things that never last? Why must we keep striving for the best when it doesn't mean anything once we have to meet destiny - DEATH? Why must we attach ourselves to those impermanence things in our live that will eventually cause us to enter the cycle of rebirth instead of nirvana? I have no idea for these questions. One of the reason will be we are still so ignorant and refuse to awake from the sweet dream.


I lament the change of the world is beyond my imagination. I wonder is there any love and compassion left within oneself? Personally, I hope so. Regarding to the question, let me make myself clearer by stating these : Do you ever put yourself in any animal's shoes? Do you have any compassion for them? Do you ever appreciate their scarification or you think it's ok to kill them massively for your own desire?


In my opinion, if you think its really fine to take their lives to exchange with your desire, I think you are just so wrong. Just think. If you are to reborn as that particular animal, and that misfortune is going to happen on you, what will you feel? SAD? SCARED? HELPLESS? I think if i were to be one of them, I will surely running away for helps and of course I feel helpless too. As a human, we are born with brain and the use of the brain is to think rationally. In this case, no one ever think of animals' feeling towards death. They are just the same like us, they have feeling, family and the right to live, but they never been given a chance to live at all. Human see them as food and money, decoration maybe. Maybe human thought that animals are just animals, nothing more than that. That's the reason why they never give any attention or show any compassionate to them? I really don't get the point why must we hurt others to attain happiness? Does it really worth for them to sacrifice for us - the human that never know how to appreciate them at all? Hey, Human...! We are born to love, not to kill!!!


Let me ask you one simple question. Are you scared of DEATH?

I bet the answer is a yes and it will always remain the same. Me either. I am not prepared for it at all and I hope I will never reborn again or never going to enter samsara again. To me, I haven't done much good deeds in my life and I don't think with current deeds that I have accumulated is enough for me to enters nirvana. I think my bad deeds is more than the good one. I know, death is not horrible. In fact, birth is always accompanied by death - at the moment we were born, we are inching towards death every minute. the most pitiful and fearful scandal in life would be between the birth and death, we are just fooling around and do nothing at all. Death itself is neither good or bad. It's only a natural process of change. To me, I am afraid of it because I think I have wasted my life so far doing nothing but craving for the unnecessary material things that always causes me suffer rather than happiness in this world. I am one of the ignorance gentian beings too.

If your answer is a yes, same goes to the animals. They are so much afraid of death too. They are scared to be hurt and hope to be loved, too! Do you ever know this?



In the nutshell, please think twice before you do anything and remember this: