Hmm.. I am doing my assignment. I mean I was doing my assignment. Sorry. I shud be more precise. By the way, that is not today's topic. It will never be anyhow due to the its unpopularity. Sorry again for those nerds, but sadly, I am excluded * Thank God *

Today's topic is...wait..! I do not have any! Sorry! The reason I am here is to write down my thought and feelings. My blog is a place for my inner feeling and thought that I would never share with anyone even my family for the purpose of not bringing them anxiety and affliction. I'd hate myself and feel thoroughly miserable if that happens and it happened before this. I appreciate and grateful to them for their solicitude but I have my own principle. Thus, please accept me the way I am because I can hardly change.

Apart from the reason of making this as my diary, another reason why I AM HERE is... I GOT STUCK! Not in the traffic jam or in the middle of crowd but in my ASSIGNMENT. I was in the mood of finishing my Science reflection indeed of Philosophy report. Note this : I *WAS* but it does not mean I have finished it. Plainly, it has been ignored or *invalidated* for the time being. I bet you know what I mean if you have *empathy* with me. I have a penchant for the word that I've mentioned just now - EMPATHY. To put it simply, it is one of the most important elements in our life. That's all. Sorry for my laziness on further explanation. Forgive me. Just check on Emotional Intelligence Competency (EIC), you will then get a clearer picture. Thanks.

Staying up late is my habit, my current habit. For your information, it is NOT my preference but SLEEPING. I love sleeping, the most! I'd kill anyone who takes away my sleeping time, I declare. I fight for it always but the ending remains the same. I never win in this battle and my OPPOSITION - ASSIGNMENT is always ahead of me. I salute it for that.

The fact that I have an aversion to homework since the day I get to KNOW these best *FRIENDs* of mine, I find them physically and emotionally repellent. Why would I claim them as my best friends? This is based on the fact that they'll never leave me not even a single second. Thus, I consider them as buddy and despite this interesting *fact*, they are my nightmare, too. What a undeniable universal truth! As usual, this nightmare left me fear and loathing for some time. To be more accurate, it causes me to be EMOTIONALLY retarded and worse, an IDIOT. It is that serious, trust me! I am ditsy for now.

I am emotionally unstable and the time is ticking away, barring the miracle, I will not be able to finish my assignment. My situation is even when I am firing on all cylinder, I COULD NOT beat the beast, still! I need a fire in my belly to complete the task,and who is willing to light a fire under me? Not too near, I would not want to get burned. Just a JOKE. LOL..Sorry for my LAME joke.

Again and again, my life is full of vexatious yet *interesting* (?? sorry, I could not find any word for it, please bear with me) assignments. I wonder why they love to step into my life and how could they have the heart to put me in such a uncongenial situation? Okay, they do not have the brain to THINK and they do not posses the heart to EMPATHIZE as well. I know it very well. I am in a self-pitying mood, can you sense it?

Sorry. I have to stop here right now. Mum is here for my sister's affliction. So, bye for now. Thanks for stopping by!