Candy House.

Hurt at 9:08 PM

I miss you, I need you, please stay with me, even just a second, so I will be fine. I have so many things to tell you, they are buried inside my heart because you are not here with me. I need you; I need to talk to u to ensure that I am still fine. That song that played in my playlist rack my emotion, touches my feeling and without much realization, my tears drop. I know I have had it enough, more than enough. I couldn’t take it anymore, no more. I am in pain and where are you? I am searching for you because you are the only remedy. I know you will make me feel better just like always, you are good in making everything fine for me, but you are too busy, I know. That makes me feel even down for you are so far away from me. I do not know what had happened to me, what I know is I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON AND A PLACE TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP. There is no one that I need now but you. I feel I am just a little child and life is just begun. Now, I hate the way I am, I have turned into a selfish, coward, and stupid girl and the far most important thing is I am a HIPOCRITE! It is just so not me. I cried over this matter for some time because I know I should not have.

Brandon, please forgive me and save me from the person that I’d become as I am struggling real hard to be myself. Please stay with me always, you do not have to do anything but stay. I just need that – a person that I trust and vice versa. I am real hurt. Even though I never tell, it does not mean that I am all fine. The reality is I am NOT….at all. Sorry.

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