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Let me move on... at 11:18 PM

Suddenly, my tears drop. Without much thinking, I wiped it away. Though v hav broken up, I still hav the feeling for u. I...I...I...Need U...pls come bec...these lines keep playing in my mind. I hate thinking bout the past, it hurts so much. I hate memories, but U...

I hope I could juz wave the magic wand and make things all better for myself and bring u bec to me. Sorry for my selfishness, but I couldn't help myself anymore. No more. Days and days pass by, the love for u is getting stronger. I tot, I could forget bout everything easily but it sounds so IMPOSSIBLE now. I care so much for everything u hav done for me; I keep everything u gave, all the memories, songs, poem, juz everything. They r precious and fragile to me n I hate ppl commenting on watever u wrote for me.

Now, I m listening to the song that u would like to sing for me. It called Saranghaeyo. U told me, u will play the song and sing to me in English instead of Mandarin since u havent mastered the language. I requested it in Mandarin and u juz answered : "Ath for u, my princess. For u, I will do ath." Because of u, my passion for tat song is growing. I juz simply love it. Tats all.

Since the day I know u, I feel the chemistry between us. I know, one day v will b 2gether. Surprisingly, it did happen and it stopped. It implies "Nothing last forever"? Is tat true? Idk. I hate when everything turns out the other way round! Who doesnt?

These questions keep buzzing in my head...
Y muz u leave?
Y muz u tell me forever v will b 2gether, v belong to each other?
Y muz u promise u will nvr leave me?
Y muz u tell me u love me deeply n will love me forever more?
Y muz u fall for me and leave then?
Y muz u do so many things for me when v were in love?
Y muz u sing for me?
Y muz u write for me?
Y muz u tell me I am ur princess and u r my prince?
Y muz u tell me u only belong to me?
Y muz it hurt me so much?

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Do u ever noe it hurt so much? I keep thinking bout the past n I live in the past. Literally, I live in our memories. Sumtimes, I wish I nvr noe u, not bcoz of the hatred (I dun hate u at all) but noeing tat u will leave me n I m not ur princess. U r a good man, the best bf ever! Mayb I dun deserve u, I am not s good s u, s perfect s u..

Without U, I messed up.

U leave without leaving any msg or ath else. U juz left. Tats all. What was playing in ur mind while u decided to leave? Do u noe how worried I am? No news from u at all. Everything is so silent till it breaks my heart. Again n again.

My frens asked me to wait. Nana said, one day u will come bec to me. Miracle will happen. Having faith in u is a muz if I still love u and wan to b wif u again!

Yes, I will wait. Forever I will wait for u. Once I love u, Forever I will. There is no empty place for others but u. U have stayed in my heart since the day I fall for u. Thus, how should I fall for others if u nvr leave? Missing u is my life. U r my air, I breath u. But, how long shud I wait? I dun hav much time for it. Seriously.

Hence, I tried to fall for others, but i failed. I cried cuz I noe I have fallen for u too deeply and I will nvr be able to get u outta my life anymore. Nvr and ever!

My Prince, Please let me forget bout u if I couldn't hav u in my life. It hurts me badly whenever I reminisced the sweet memories tat v have been thru.

Brandon, I beg u...Please take our memories wif u if u have planned to leave. Dun leave ath behind, esp the sweet memories. U can hav it all but not me, because I love U...and thanks for everything, I appreciate it much!

Let me move on if u dun love me no more...Sorry..

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