Lately, I have been down, feeling kind of blue. I myself have NO IDEA for that. Maybe this year is a DEPRESSING year for me? I was depressed at the heavy workload, misunderstanding between friends and family, my own health problem and so on. I can hardly give u a smile, even a grin. I am so sorry for that, especially to all my beloved friends.

I have been tired, tired of doing everything by my own. Yes, I am COMPLAINING right now. Somehow, you would have sensed a note of self-pity in my thought and voice. Have you not? Never mind.

Here, I want to apologize to 1 of my group member, Nuraini. She is my Linguitic partner who is a big-hearted person. Her kindness touches my heart always and makes me feel a pangs of guilt for not contributing much in preparing our slides.

On the other hand, my another partner who makes me totally depressed over what she had done, she never feels sorry for it. Thus, I told on her. I am sorry. At that very mean time, I was rack with guilt in something that I'd done to her. I cried over that matter when I thought about it on that day but now I made no apology to you no more. Surprisingly, you are good in letting me down and got me in mourning. I never expect this much from you because YOU ARE MY FRIEND. Thanks for giving me the chance to know you better.